Just One Of Those Days

I'm feeling really down today, and have decided just to rant a little and get some feelings out.

Have you ever had the feeling of complete and utter sadness? Like you just want to curl up into a ball and cry your heart out??
For the past two or three days, that's what my heart has been telling me to do; cry my heart out.

However over the years I have trained myself to deal with my emotions by holding them in, that's how I've lived now for many years.
For me, I didn't really have any REAL friends until Grade 9, where I met lots of very kind people at a new school different from the students from my old school.

Because of having a lack of friends for ten years, I have trained my mind to keep emotions in, never cry, and keep strong.
SO when my heart hurts like this, and I want to cry, I can't; the tears just won't come.


Heh, thanks for reading.

Until next time,
Tomo